GIMME A BREAK WILL YA?
There are disadvantages of being friendly. The stakes goes up when you become friendlier. Then, when you are a friend, there are things expected of you. Never mind that you are not actually related, and that you actually have places in you that you reserve for other people and not just yourself! God forbid you should love these people because you simply do. And you would actually outdo yourself to help and even please these people. You are expected. You can't say no to these people because they will be disappointed, and some would love you less. You become a punching bag because you won't strike back at them because you actually VALUE their FRIENDSHIP. You won't want a stupid thing to come between that friendship. And now, you're no more a punching bag, you're a live firing exercise ground. Hey, shoot all they want because that is what you are for, right?
God forbid if I have bad intentions over my friends. So GOD, please forgive me for;
1. Not calling my 1000 over of friends everyday
2. Not giving them my undivided attention at ALL times because I might have problems of my own, but it doesn't matter...
3. Not being to join my friends hanging out uptown because I got no money even for the bus fare
4. Not being able to console them on their girlfriend/boyfriend problems, although I got no one for myself
5. Not being able to grant them all their wishes and whatever they might want
6. trying to have a life of my own because others would want to dictate how I should live.
So forgive me, and forgive my friends for they know not what they do. And if there is any shortcomings let it be mine for I still love them, I really do. And God, with your permission I'd just like to ask one thing of my friends; Gimme a break will ya?
Thank you.
There are disadvantages of being friendly. The stakes goes up when you become friendlier. Then, when you are a friend, there are things expected of you. Never mind that you are not actually related, and that you actually have places in you that you reserve for other people and not just yourself! God forbid you should love these people because you simply do. And you would actually outdo yourself to help and even please these people. You are expected. You can't say no to these people because they will be disappointed, and some would love you less. You become a punching bag because you won't strike back at them because you actually VALUE their FRIENDSHIP. You won't want a stupid thing to come between that friendship. And now, you're no more a punching bag, you're a live firing exercise ground. Hey, shoot all they want because that is what you are for, right?
God forbid if I have bad intentions over my friends. So GOD, please forgive me for;
1. Not calling my 1000 over of friends everyday
2. Not giving them my undivided attention at ALL times because I might have problems of my own, but it doesn't matter...
3. Not being to join my friends hanging out uptown because I got no money even for the bus fare
4. Not being able to console them on their girlfriend/boyfriend problems, although I got no one for myself
5. Not being able to grant them all their wishes and whatever they might want
6. trying to have a life of my own because others would want to dictate how I should live.
So forgive me, and forgive my friends for they know not what they do. And if there is any shortcomings let it be mine for I still love them, I really do. And God, with your permission I'd just like to ask one thing of my friends; Gimme a break will ya?
Thank you.
<< Home